Think it's quite much time I updated here. Not much has changed since the last post though.
Now I just need to get this question out of my mind. I know everyone knows of the people who sell tissue paper outside the MRT station. And of the buskers (most people will call them beggars...I refuse to do so) who play music at the roadside. And of the people who walk around food courts, place a card saying "Hi! I'm blind/deaf would you like to buy a small item from mi?"...so I want to know, is there anything shameful about buying from them or donating to them? Say you're walking with someone or eating with someone in food court, and that person buys a small keychain or pack of tissue from these people...do you feel embarassed to be with such a person?
I'm not arrowing at anyone when I say this because everyone is entitled to their own opinion. But it just...disappoints mi a little when I think of it.
I'm very tired after looking for many things all day and I cannot think straight now, although I feel there's more I want to say about that, but it will start to sound offensive and I don't want to. Or maybe I should...but like I said there probably isn't right or wrong about this and everyone has their own opinions on it.
Finals are coming in around 2-3 weeks. I don't feel stressed at all. In fact school seems to stress mi very little...I do what I have to do and it does take up alot of my time sometimes and I wish I had more time, but I don't particularly feel stress or worry from school. Maybe I have my priorities wrong. Maybe I care for something else far too much. Something's been happening to mi over a past few weeks and occasionally I just feel like the reason I've been fighting all this while is just getting harder to believe in. It's nothing to do with school. Gosh I'm not being emo I don't want to sound like that...tomorrow will be better =) lol I should shut up.
At least on the bright side, if exams are coming, it also means they are ending! Okay not so soon I know but all bad things end sometime as well yes? I am still clueless on statistics after chapter 4. For information, my exam covers until chapter 8, so I'm not even halfway through. Splendidd yeah? I have a graded letter assignment this week and I'm so going to write nonsense in it lol. Everyone around mi is crazy studying now and seeming like crawling through burning desert looking for water after school. Sometimes it's funny! And by the way I found good and cheap chicken rice shop at dhoby xchange! I can foresee myself going there alot lol...it's en route to each a cup at plaza singapura too (each a cup = hazelnut bubble tea). We find small things like this to cheer us up! =)
Tomorrow shall be my stats day! I shall attempt (and fail like the last 4 or 5 times I tried) to teach myself chapter 5 of stats. Good luck to mi! If I succeed, I shall buy hazelnut milk tea on monday after japanese class for reward myself. If I fail, I shall buy hazelnut milk tea on monday after japanese class to remind myself that true success lies in the process and not the outcome.
See? Life IS good!
