I will be switching over to an FC2 blog soon. I will still be using and posting in this one, but the FC2 blog will be my main...when I have more time to figure out more of the features.

An interesting conversation happened at school. It was said in chinese, but I will write it in english here.
Wenrong (mi): I stay in changi, near to pasir ris.
Xin Yao (friend, group project): Really? I stay in pasir ris too! Cool! Does your house have water? Drinking water, to drink,
Wenrong: Yes, there is water. I have fruit juice too, my house always has juice.
Xin Yao: That's great. Does your house have a toilet?
Wenrong: ......yes, my house has a toilet. It has three.
Xin Yao: That's great too. What about tables and chairs? You will have alot of work to do.
Wenrong: No, my house has no table and chair. You know, my house has no FLOOR. If you come in, you will fall into under ground.
Xin Yao: That's bad! But my house, has no walls! You can just walk in any time.
Wenrong: Cool! My house has walls, but no door! You cannot even come in!
This went on for awhile, with Anna and Samantha laughing madly beside us. I'm glad I still have the ability to joke despite recent events.

I'm not sad or anything, just a little lost. Maybe I'm being too paranoid also, but I just suddenly feel that I lost something that I held most dearly, and it is my fault that I did not do enough. Everyone has that feeling some time, I guess.

I suddenly feel very tired. I still have 3 assignments, a location to find, a beneficiary to umm "benefit", a TREE to make, interview to prepare for, presentation to prepare for, and soon exam. I have so little time to devote to things I really want to do, but not for myself, for others, and especially for someone who I miss terribly much. It will take time, but, I will do it in the end.

I found other japanese school that I can start learning japanese (again) at. Glad I found someone to go with mi to learn, we can practise together! =) This will take more of my time of course, but for this, I willingly devote.

Staying alive~

very simple meal of vegetables and fish and rice. one of my lunches.

Today is Hari Raya....Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri to all my malay friends! Mempunyai masa menyenangkan!

I made a new blog, somewhere else. Want to be able to design it nicely, though I kind of doubt I will be able to figure it out. I will still be using this blog here, though.

I did not want to post because I didn't want to phase out the 2 posts underneath, but that will kind of remove the purpose of having a blog. So I keep the memory in special place in my heart, and move on.

Life in smu will only get busier. I do not think I can say too much about it here or I will get arrested. But I think, I have not yet gotten used to the culture and life here in this school....or maybe I'm just trying to think of too many things at once. Or actually, only a few things...but I think about them alot. This is one thing about mi....maybe I think too much. Sometimes hope is the first step on the road to disappointment. Ah see! I am thinking too much again. But I've been thinking alot lately.

Work is generally allright, although I almost cannot figure out probability at all. I don't love math alot, did not expect this course I am in to be SO MUCH math. My exams are almost coming already, which is quite scary fast. I don't usually get what my professors are saying sometimes, so I have to resort to teaching myself alot of things, and self studying. But I understand better and faster when I learn things myself that way so I guess it's not a bad thing. It's funny because if that is the situation...why am I paying school fees?

Going to help out with Ivory Keys (piano club in my school) concert tomorrow. Hopefully next year, I will be one of the performers. It will be nice if I can perform some song from studio ghibli and final fantasy, and maybe a duet. I like listening to duets, would be great if I can play them too. Speaking of clubs in my school, I joined a lot of them. I will stay there as long I can manage my time.

I feel quite lousy now. It's nothing to do with being sick though. But, tomorrow will be better! Always.