Done with relief teaching. Quite happy to be done, wasn't a really easy job.

Confirmed as going to smu. Is that a good thing? I hope so. It isn't my foremost choice. I want to be happy there.

I am being hit by a recent rush of bad luck. I knock over and drop things lamely a real lot and many things just don't seem to be turning out well for mi. Mosquitoes are bugging mi again. I can't sleep properly. Wonder what's going on.

Now I hope to find a small time job that'll still leave mi time for camps and activities and such....I accepted smu on the acceptance site, but I don't really know what to do next. They give mi no information at all. Unlike NUS that's sent mi orientation packages and letters and emails. So what am I supposed to think? =( worst case scenario is if I'm supposed to do something in line of acceptance that I don't know about, and I missed the chance and I now have no university. I cannot be that unlucky right?

Whatever happens, I am strong!

I am finally finishing my relief teaching job. Will be leaving as the June holidays start. June holidays start in.....well June, so I will be stopping teaching end of May. The bad thing is I'll be unemployed for awhile, hopefully temporarily, but at least I get one less source of stress.

Life has mucky roads and I'm going through a rather sticky one now. I was never one to complain alot, but crap happens. Sometimes, if things are going well, it doesn't mean everything's going to be all right in the end.

Am looking very forward to my holiday in July to Japan. Will be great to slack around with the good General. I actually do hope to eat good stuff, but the problem with "good stuff" in Japan is the price. Saving on food means I can buy more interesting stuff I wouldn't find in Singapore, and with the endlessly imaginative and creative minds of the Japanese, I think that's a better bet.

I haven't posted for a very long time, I'm sorry.

Am very much torn between NUS and SMU. FASS and economics respectively. There are very strong factors drawing mi to both sides. I don't want to say what I think about either school here cos I don't want it to bother mi for now. Losing sleep, becoming paranoid, and generally less friendly. This is a stupid thing to be affecting mi. But I think I will have to go to SMU in the end. I do not think I will be happy there.

Went to sing songs with the teachers over the labor day holiday. It was enjoyable, but quite hard on the voice. Leonard why must you pick all the highest songs.

Am going to Japan with the good general late july to august. Likely leaving on the 26th of july. Will be a good break from all my mental chaos. Please let something good happen.