Tsubasa Chronicle

I should've known

Thursday, May 24, 2007

I think I've learnt to stop being optimistic about some things. Hope is definitely the first step on the road to disappointment. I'll not be so blind anymore.

I'm getting very bored and tired these few days....it's not because I'm sleeping late I think. I sleep about the same time usually and I still have alot of energy usually....maybe I'm just thinking too much. Damn thought. Though sometimes I wonder if I go too far. All this is my fault.

Didn't do as well as I hoped for the last few school tests, but I couldn't really care less....stupid careless mistakes. If this goes on my A'Level paper will be put up on the headline as "The Ultimate Missed Shot of the Century".

And jiayou to Siting in your pre U sem! I know it's stressing and tiring but must still try to smile ok? =) I support you! Cheers~

9:28 AM
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I will not give up....yet

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Maybe I'm just trying to run from the truth. That this was only one-sided all along. That my days spent relentlessly searching the shoreline, and late nights grinding my fingers against that bloodied piece of metal, biting my teeth against the terrible pain were useless. Those wounds, thankfully, have healed. Those wounds are easy to heal.

Or is that even the truth? I am tired of guessing. Sometimes I feel I don't understand this at all. It's not that I want to drag this on, but I just want to complete this first. I guess I'm too slow. This is all my fault. I'm hopeless, as before.

But thanks Qin for being there for mi to support mi and cheer mi up....without you to talk to I'll probably still be in some lousy pit...you're really one of the best friends I can ever find....thanks so much just for being there =)

you may still be waiting for mi, or you may not even care. but I assure you that if you ever need mi, ever, I will come running. no, flying. for guardian angels fly.

10:27 PM
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post labor day

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

"Aim towards the Enemy." - Instruction printed on US Rocket Launcher
"When the pin is pulled, Mr. Grenade is not our friend." - U.S. Army
"Cluster bombing from B-52s is very, very accurate. The bombs are guaranteed to always hit the ground." - U.S.A.F. Ammo Troop
"If the enemy is in range, so are you." - Infantry Journal
"A slipping gear could let your M203 grenade launcher fire when you least expect it. That would make you quite unpopular in what's left of your unit." - Army's magazine of preventive maintenance
"It is generally inadvisable to eject directly over the area you just bombed." - U.S. Air Force Manual
"Try to look unimportant; they may be low on ammo." - Infantry Journal
"Tracers work both ways." - U.S. Army Ordnance
"Five-second fuses only last three seconds." - Infantry Journal
"Bravery is being the only one who knows you're afraid." - Col. David Hackworth
"If your attack is going too well, you're probably walking into an ambush." - Infantry Journal
"No combat-ready unit has ever passed inspection." - Joe Gay
"Any ship can be a minesweeper ... once." - Anon
"Never tell the Platoon Sergeant you have nothing to do." - Unknown Army Recruit
"Don't draw fire; it irritates the people around you." - Your Buddies
(And lastly)
"If you see a bomb technician running, try to keep up with him." -- U.S.A. Ammo Troop

Courtesy of lol.com....I'm seriously getting a bit too bored. I'm finally blogging again haax....so people must come tag ok? :)

Labor day yesterday was incredibly sian, nothing to do at all....slack at aunt's place and "study". Passing most of my time now scoring piano songs and making something rather unsuccessfully and trying to finish my piles of math hw. Yeah, I still need to do almost 10 tutorials.

And I think I need to start sleeping earlier, I always seem to be sleeping at school....in lecture if I'm not smsing I'm sleeping lol....if go on like that my A'Levels are all going to blow. Good game!

12:24 PM
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