I will be switching over to an FC2 blog soon. I will still be using and posting in this one, but the FC2 blog will be my main...when I have more time to figure out more of the features.
An interesting conversation happened at school. It was said in chinese, but I will write it in english here.
Wenrong (mi): I stay in changi, near to pasir ris.
Xin Yao (friend, group project): Really? I stay in pasir ris too! Cool! Does your house have water? Drinking water, to drink,
Wenrong: Yes, there is water. I have fruit juice too, my house always has juice.
Xin Yao: That's great. Does your house have a toilet?
Wenrong: ......yes, my house has a toilet. It has three.
Xin Yao: That's great too. What about tables and chairs? You will have alot of work to do.
Wenrong: No, my house has no table and chair. You know, my house has no FLOOR. If you come in, you will fall into under ground.
Xin Yao: That's bad! But my house, has no walls! You can just walk in any time.
Wenrong: Cool! My house has walls, but no door! You cannot even come in!
This went on for awhile, with Anna and Samantha laughing madly beside us. I'm glad I still have the ability to joke despite recent events.
I'm not sad or anything, just a little lost. Maybe I'm being too paranoid also, but I just suddenly feel that I lost something that I held most dearly, and it is my fault that I did not do enough. Everyone has that feeling some time, I guess.
I suddenly feel very tired. I still have 3 assignments, a location to find, a beneficiary to umm "benefit", a TREE to make, interview to prepare for, presentation to prepare for, and soon exam. I have so little time to devote to things I really want to do, but not for myself, for others, and especially for someone who I miss terribly much. It will take time, but, I will do it in the end.
I found other japanese school that I can start learning japanese (again) at. Glad I found someone to go with mi to learn, we can practise together! =) This will take more of my time of course, but for this, I willingly devote.
Staying alive~