I will not give up....yet
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Maybe I'm just trying to run from the truth. That this was only one-sided all along. That my days spent relentlessly searching the shoreline, and late nights grinding my fingers against that bloodied piece of metal, biting my teeth against the terrible pain were useless. Those wounds, thankfully, have healed. Those wounds are easy to heal.Or is that even the truth? I am tired of guessing. Sometimes I feel I don't understand this at all. It's not that I want to drag this on, but I just want to complete this first. I guess I'm too slow. This is all my fault. I'm hopeless, as before.But thanks Qin for being there for mi to support mi and cheer mi up....without you to talk to I'll probably still be in some lousy pit...you're really one of the best friends I can ever find....thanks so much just for being there =)you may still be waiting for mi, or you may not even care. but I assure you that if you ever need mi, ever, I will come running. no, flying. for guardian angels fly.
10:27 PM
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